I'm going to be cheesy today. Be warned. As many of you know, I'm a fan of Sara Groves. Her songs often articulate life in ways that I just can't, and below is one such song. It is the song that is currently playing on my life soundtrack, if you will.
Today marks the last day of a year that, quite honestly, I didn't think I'd survive. I'll spare you the drama, and instead just say it's been without a doubt the toughest, most trying and unyieldingly exasperating year of my almost 26 years on this earth, though the most intense love I've ever felt towards a people group has emerged in the middle of it.
I'm also adding a few verses from Isaiah 42, because I
love that chapter and because I have felt more like the "bruised reed" and "smoldering wick" this year than ever, but have also seen how he's taken hold of my hand and will not falter or be discouraged until he accomplishes all that he promised.
I'm sure there will be tougher days ahead, but having come out on the other end of this in one piece is a refreshing reminder of the ultimate mercy and
astounding faithfulness of our God to carry us through.
Less Like ScarsIt's been a hard year But I'm climbing out of the rubble These lessons are hard Healing changes are subtle But every day it's
Less like tearing, more like building Less like captive, more like willing Less like breakdown, more like surrender Less like haunting, more like remember
And I feel you here And you're picking up the pieces Forever faithful It seemed out of my hands, a bad situation But you are able And in your hands the pain and hurt Look less like scars and more like character
Less like a prison, more like my room It's less like a casket, more like a womb Less like dying, more like transcending Less like fear, less like an ending
Just a little while ago I couldn't feel the power or the hope I couldn't cope, I couldn't feel a thing Just a little while back I was desperate, broken, laid out, hoping You would come
And I need you and I want you here And I feel you and I know you're here And you're picking up the pieces Forever faithful It seemed out of my hands, a bad, bad situation But you are able
And in your hands the pain and hurt Look less like scars
And more like CharacterA bruised reed he will not break, and a smoldering wick he will not snuff out. In faithfulness he will bring forth justice; he will not falter or be discouraged 'till he establishes justice on earth. In his law the islands will put their hope.I, the LORD, have called you in righteousness;
I will take hold of your hand.
I will keep you and will make you to be a covenant for the people
and a light for the Gentiles, to open eyes that are blind,
to free captives from prison and to release from the dungeon those who sit in darkness.
Isaiah 42:3-4, 6-7
I'm not even sure how to introduce what you see here to your left. I am in Starkville for a few days to visit one of my oldest and best friends on earth, and she brought a picture of what is, in my opinion, the best mode of transportation I've ever seen. It is nothing short of art on wheels.
It's summer, but I'm not feeling it yet. I still feel like I've been at school all day. Guess it may take a few to fully recover. What better way to kick off the summer than stirring up trouble with Manboots Murphy (Horn) and Turtleneck Tomlinson??!! It's Mischief Summer...brace yourselves.
